2013年9月27日 星期五

《After Leaving Mr Mackenzie》Jean Rhys

It was the darkness that got you.  It was heavy darkness, greasy and compelling.  It madewalls round you, and shut you in so that you felt you could not breathe.  You wanted to beat at the darkness and shriek to be let out.  And after a while you got used to it.  Of course.  And then you stopped believing that there was anything else anywhere.  


She wanted to attract and charm him.  She still realized that it might be extremely important that she should attract and charm him.  But she was unable to resist the dream-like feeling that had fallen upon her which made what he was saying seem unreal and rather ludicrously unimportant. 

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