lighten up

You know I hate it the most, can't you recall. with people come try to solve your problem with an understanding look, when they rub your shoulder and tell you to lighten up. with the look of you poor sick child, disturbing soul. stand in distance, shake your head and pass the message on to others. so they make you feel safe, like your old self. as i float off with yellow flags on my raft of medusa.

Where is the light. fear of your En-"lighten", that's the reason I can't go up to you. What am i going to say? with my shivering hands and corny smile. when you celebrate when you pretend. when you celebrate.

oh no. don't turn the light on.

standing in the middle of the stage as you sat down there. you looking for that someone whom had gone to the restroom or somewhere. she will be back. so you can feel safer than ever. the play is only to last so long. you think. and it's so unreal so irrelevant it means almost nothing to you. dear. did it ever.

oh dear.

how can i when it's still bleeding. grande passion. i thought... hey. i always thought but it's not important anymore.